...I'm so sad now. I swear Y!J + SMJ hates me ;_;

Hey Nii-san... do you remember?
I won't forget the days I spent with you.
Maybe it was just an illusion, a fake magical moment...
But for me, it was a priceless period of time, as close to eternity as could be.

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You know, Lelouch? You could have saved Rolo from that tragedy if you had wanted to...

Entwined
Our lifes.
Our destinies.
Our future.
Are entwined in this endless stream of destruction.
- till the day the world falls apart...
For us.

Labels: boys, poem

Lelouch: "You're the only one who I won't lie to..."
Rolo: "Because I'll be together with you forever, Nii-san."

And lao oh lao! the Special PPP Rolo came with a PINK hat (the milly's graduation one)! 8D

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Pandemonium strikes at twelve
the cries that go out loud.
Passing, rushing, squeezing by
in ruins; say goodbye.

The world was lost in the moment
sin, pleasure and despair
- I hope you'll hold on together.

Labels: quotes

Photos of my new boy who arrived today, Takeshi Fujimaru, the last samurai that escaped death when the Shinsengumi got massacred. Though, he looks too much like a girl... OTL...

Labels: boys

Thunder echoed through the neighborhood as the rain poured down and flooded the area. Rolo stood with his head hung downwards, staring at the hard cement providing shelter to the soil beneath it, as the water enclosed him, leaving him soaked in the downpour. His hair drooped down as the hairspray slowly dripped away; his eyes covered by his soft brown fringe that reached his nose. There was no sign of a smile on his pale, flawless skin. Water dropped down the edges of his dark blue knitted cardigen and black bondage jeans, as they gradually got heavier in the rain.

Am I that umimportant? Am I so insignificant...?

The rain did not spare the dripping wet boy standing out in the field. It went on and on till it had its fill, and finally, it stopped altogether. Rolo looked up into the sky as the clouds slowly seperated from one another, displaying the picturesque scenery on its surface once again. He gazed longingly into the vast, blue space, wondering how it would be like to be able to fly freely, unrestricted by anything. He knew deep down that that was impossible for him. The blood of the many people he had assassinated had stained his hands so deeply that it could never be cleaned off. He smiled painfully to himself as he looked away from the sky and walked away, returning to the solitude that he had came from, the only place that he could belong; his place among the ashes.

Still, would you leave with me, to a place where we don't have to hide from anyone or anything?

Labels: story

"Her given name has been lost in the mists of time. Legend says that her silent vigil will one day be ended by the one who, pure of heart and spirit, calls out that name again."

"I am the wicked specimen of sin with no profound logic to believe in. Hold me tight, but don't hold me close; I go where I desire."

"Lelouch, do you know why the snow is white? That's because it had forgotten the color it once was."

Lelouch: So everything would be fine if you were strong?
Suzaku: I wonder if it's so bad to be weak.
Suzaku: At that time for us 10 year old children, the world appeared to be a very sad place.
Lelouch: Fear.
Suzaku: Sickness.
Lelouch: Corruption. Decay.
Suzaku: Discrimination.
Lelouch: War and Terrorism.
Suzaku: The repeated cycle of hatred.
Lelouch: A foolishly vicious cycle.
Suzaku: Somebody must break this chain.
C.C. : Quite an idealist.
Suzaku: Of course I don't think it's possible to get rid of all of it.
Lelouch: I'm not that arrogant. That's why...
Suzaku: I would like to create a world without war. A world where we don't have to lose those dear to us.
C.C. : Such a convenient world
Euphemia: What can you do to make it?
Lelouch: That's easy. If someone wins, the fighting will end.

"...Hey, tell me, how should a Britannian who hates Britannia live?"

"Within this endless flow of time, I am alone."

Labels: quotes

Sometimes, you got to smile like nothing is wrong.
Talk like everything is perfect.
Dance like no one's watching.
Sing like no one's listening.
Live like it's heaven on earth.
And act like it's not hurting you.

Labels: quotes

"Stay together with me, Nii-san," Rolo whispered softly after the pale figure leaving in the distance, reaching out his hands in a futile attempt to grab onto him. "Forever and ever..."

Tears rolled down his blushed cheeks as denial shot through his heart, stabbing him repeatedly, leaving him gasping for his life as sanity slowly slipped away from his consciousness.

You aren't just fooling around with me, are you? You really do love me as your brother...don't you?

Deep in Rolo's heart, he knew he'd never want to know the answer, the truth that would tear everything he ever believed in to shreds. He hung his head, keeping his face to the ground, as he walked down the empty corridor silently, back to his room. He turned the door knob leading to his lifeless room, closed it, slowly crumppling down into a heap, as he hugged his knees tightly, afraid that by letting go, he would lose the only thing he had left in this world, his sole meaning of living on. He sobbed on endlessly into the cold, dark night, with nothing but the occasional blowing wind as company.

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