Pardon me, but I have a chunk of thoughts waiting for me to release it.

Why do I complain so much?! /sighs.

Well, coming to the main points. I wonder if there's anyone who's not hypocritical, not even one ounce of hypocrisy at all. Why, you'd ask? Hell, look out there. People always say that looks don't matter and what matters is the inner beauty. How many people can swear that they totally think that way? Stop deceiving yourself. It all comes down to nothing. As C.C. says, the world won't change with pretty words alone. Yes, that's what they are - pretty words. Useless, pretty words that one says for the sake of putting oneself above the others. And maybe that's exactly why this society never gets any better. Discrimination, hatred, whatever. Looks do matter. Look at the world around you. A good-looking person, at first glance, would definitely get into your good books better than, say, an ugly-looking person, no matter for love or work. Then, you first glance will determine whether you'll bother to get acquainted with that person. It's related, no matter how you may try to deny it. So, morale of the story, that phrase is only something that contradicts your own actions. Hell, I'm included in this as well. How ridiculous can I get. Sometimes, I find myself contradicting myself way too much ==;.

Secondly, the Edison Chen matter. Yes, that matter. This has been on my mind since it first came out but I forgot about it till I read some article online today. Seriously, give these people a break. They work hard to provide you with entertainment, and what do you give them in return? Endless, moronic, one-sided selfish thinking of yours. The sex scandal is an accident. It's his personal video/photos that someone illegally STOLE from his computer and you blame him for the scandal for polluting your so-called innocent brain, or for teaching your child, who's a fan, the wrong thing. The irony. (Also, it's the 21st century. Even if that doesn't out leaks, your child will still learn about sex and be curious about it sooner or later. And what he or she does with that information will not change if you've properly educated him/her and not being foolish, thinking that hiding these from him/her would be doing him/her any good. This is not the main thing...so I'll leave it at here.) It's his PERSONAL things which he didn't expect to find regulating on the internet. It's like your own dirty little secret stolen and taken out for the world to view. Edison meant it for his own memorial or whatever shit that the others don't need to know. He meant to keep it for himself, not to show it to the world. Everyone has a secret desire or something that they hold - like maybe you and your ripped-to-shreds-teddy bears, just like Edison had his videos/photos of his sex life, and it doesn't concern you, not even a tiny bit. He didn't even expect it to end up on the internet, and it wouldn't if it wasn't for that dumb whoever. It's not like he took them out and spreaded them himself. YOU GUYS are the ones that wanted the gossips, made someone go and get it for the sake of money, and then after it being spreaded, YOU DISAPPROVE OF IT. What the hell, society? Adding on to the point, what do you guys take your idols for? Perfect creatures that just sing and dance and for you to fangirl over? They have their own lifes. Their own PRIVATE lifes. Don't go poking into them and then disliking it afterwards. If your fandom's only worth that, then fuck off and go cry to a tree. You're not worth any pity. Celebrities are there to act, to sing, to dance for their own passion. Who the fuck cares about what they do after that? Like, the bands that I like. The whole point of liking them is for the music they produce. And not just because they deal with drugs or oh-they-raped-someone then I'm gonna start disliking them. They have their own lifes - what they like, what they hate. And I don't need to know all of them. All I need is the music that they produce for us, the fans, or for the whole world to listen. No one's perfect. Don't even get me started on that. Well, though this is mainly directed at the Chinese community out there, cause all this shit that I'm seeing comes out from them. (Since there's always so much fucking drama out there on the chinese news everyday, considering the fact that I still have a far larger interest in Chinese pop than English sluts.)

Incoherent thoughts at twelve midnight for the winz.

And I just saw the information about From Behind These Walls. Man, I'm always this slow. And I haven't listened to it yet. But still, Craig, Ronnie pwns you everyday in my life. ;D

Lastly, random fact of the day:
The past tense of lie is lay.

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