CONCENTRATE PRZ YOU IDIOT.

I wish school everyday was just drums, drums and more drums. Drum lessons, drum practices, drum tests and drum examinations. Oh, how perfect that'll be.

Dumbb MYE przzzz. /sighs.

I have this weird fanfic idea of ShirleyXRoloXLelouch ._.; Maybe I'll get around to write it someday.

Don't try to make me guilty. It doesn't work, never will. It's just too bad that you've made things turn out this way.

All these supposed "good for us".
Do you really think it's for our own good?
Or is it for your own?

I wish that I could live in my fantasy world forever.

Sometimes, I wonder how many secrets are there between the two of us.

HAIR RZ IMPORTANT PRZ. LIKE SRSLY.

YAOI RZ GOOD FER HEALTH PRZ. 8D

I need to stock up! *_*

THINGS TO BUY ZOMGGG

1. Rolo's wig
2. CG uniform
3. Second half of props payment
4. Purple+Geass lens
5. School Shoes
6. Black Knights' Uniform
7. Boots for the Uni
8. Yellow+Red lens
9. Vincent's wig
10. Vincent's child version nightdress costume
11. Rabbit+Bear Soft toys
12. Matching scissors?
13. Slippers

+Leythal/Erenze(?)'s faceup

...That pretty much sums up my whole year's expenses. Which will probably leave me drained for the year.
Note to Self: Check Vincent's costume colors OTL.

I really hate it when people in the shows be with someone they don't love just because they felt that the person supposedly needed him/her more than the person they love. And even worse is the someone (the person at hand or someone who cares about the person too much) who tries to use the conscience of him/her to restrain him/her, to make him/her stay with the person.
If someone did that to me, I'll probably react really negatively. But then again, when the actual thing happens to you, you'll find that your decision may be subjected to change. =/;

I wrote something in my new notebook! <3.

ZOMGZOMGZOMGZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Lelouch's seiyuu is going to be seiyuu for Vincent as welll!!!! ><><><>< /fangirls like mad.

New notebook! <3. I wanna open it and write in it, but I don't know what to write. OTL.

Sports' Day is one of the worst days one can have. Except getting wow-ed by A and WY of their speed. And N is so frigging disgusting. Go show off your body somewhere else. I don't care, as long as you're not in my sight. Like, srsly. Eww.

/just finished watching tv shows. I wonder how many guys can stand not losing their sanity if a girl pounces on him. Oh well.

AND YAY LELOUCH MINIMEE HEAD AWAITING. Dumb payment problems finally settled 8D.

Hold on to me tightly.
Even if it's fake...
I want to have the choice to keep on dreaming.

From now on, pink shall be in Rolo's POV. 8D
Because he's such a cute gayish little boy whom I love so dearly <3. =X

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When I say a guy is hawt, he is just, hawt.
When I say a guy is very hawt, he is just, very hawt.
When I say a guy is frigging gorgeous, he is just, frigging gorgeous.
But when I say a guy is a bishie, it is a veryyyyyyyyyyy seriousss matterrrr. It means that he is XZOMGGGGWTFFFBBQQQBURNIN' HAWT.

/faints.
Did I just mention I saw a bishie like 10 minutes ago?

Don't leave anything more than what's already left.
I hold onto this good bye, as I fall asleep
And the faint heat vanishes like tobacco.

The days that won't return, the person I loved - Calm Envy

I chase your retreating figure
Possibly repeating myself
I notice the lamenting fatigue in the withering voice
The lips singing a song reach you in the same empty sky - 6gatsu 8oka

Confused;
The whirlpool he was caught in was the apoptosis of an autoimmune disease
Because a program for reaching towards death was being done. - Atama Ga Okashii

More than the voice of the masses
The scenery in front of my eyes is reality.
It definitely won't be pretty.

With red eyes, the boy questions
"How dirty have I became?"
What had been sought and what had been lost.
One, two, burst open and disappear. - Akame

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I cannot save and protect even this injured child.
Even the last word blew away with a disappearing destiny. - -9-

Let's sing an ironic anthem now.
"The bright days will come someday." - Maria

Why do you stare up at the sky?
Even the played melody is
A wound of unfulfilled dreams now.
Hey, the bird which has no wings
Why are you at the window?
Why are you still trying to fly?
Tell me, please .
A little bit more, a little bit more.
I want to keep on dreaming. - Kyuumin -Oyasumi-

Take off the mask
"I love only you." "You are my best friend."
Those were such cheap words.
I hide the "truth" and laugh at the "fake".
I destroyed myself.
All of the world is made up of lies.
Do we live by following others?
Do we live because we are kept placid? - In The Fact

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You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me.

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right.
It's like I'm the one you love to hate.
But not today.

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it.
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way.
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me.


My left hand and foot feels like shit ==

The times when you feel so depressed are when you see someone who got his boy to a faceup artist later than you but received him back earlier than you. When's Leythal gonna come home~ TAT

And when you don't have enough money to buy something that you like OTL.

You'll know to go "WTF" when you stare at an album download which is 344mb large. ==

So. My favourite Japanese bands now has became Dio, Juliadoll, ExistTrace and UnsraW. They pwnnnn. Alicenine and 176biz...are my used-to-love-a-lot bands which I still love for their previous songs and my husband/boyfriend OTL. Hiropon and Sechi-chan~~ D8

Random Rant of the Day: Why is Napidoll Aesh so gorgeous?!

Call me biased or whatever, but the more I look at the new bassist in 176biz, the more fucking out of place he looks. Makes me feel like screaming, "What the eff are you doing here?!"
Just look at him. He looks like some gayish (yes i know a lot of vkei guys look like girls but they look like the part, unlike him) gentlemenly wannabe who looks better off in some R&B performance. Like zomgggggggggggggggg. But maybe I'm just so frigging biased against him because Tara just pwns him like, BIG TIME. SRSLY.


I shut them all out. I rejected them.

If you expect too much of me, you're gonna be in for a tad much of disappointment.

What you've gambled is yourself.
It's still too early to decide whether it's black or white.
Well let's dance a waltz.
Only a fool is pleased with such a thing.
Play the fool with me till the end. - -Dice-

I don't want to finish this dream.
Words aren't needed anymore.
Perhaps there won't be a tomorrow. - Shunkashuuto

Hey, you presidents, can you restore my life back?
I don't think so. - Dead School Screaming

I rejected it.
It was just frightening to become something that I'm not.
Stop that voice, my head seems to be broken. - 9th Revolver

In the night that's too deep
Loneliness always gave such a raw, true feeling. - Velvet

At the time of blue which has closed
I asked my shackles.
"What was I born for?"
Watercolours and splendour
the arranged harmony which ebbs.
"What are you crying for?" - Gradation

If there's a reason for everything that happens
Don't try to explain it by ourselves.
Within the second that the trigger is pulled
I'll love the art called destruction and you. - Zero

176biz sounds...disappointing. Why did Tara had to leave?! I'd believe it was after the new bassist came in that their music became like...I seriously have no words to describe it ==;.
But...this are the kind of times where I'll start thinking. Do we fans place too much expectations on our bands? They're expected to have slight changes in their songs, or else people will say that they sound repetitive, but they're expected to not change too much, or else people will start disliking the new sound. Oh. Well.

"Don't you oh-well me, sir."

You never listen, that's just too bad.

Well, we can just keep on playing the cat-and-mouse chase for as long as you insist, since you have a problem with it. You can just waste all the time you want. It doesn't really matter if it screws up my results since if it does, I can just carry on with my original plan, and not have to deliberate between the two anymore. :)

I miss you
Miss you so bad.
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't.
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same.

I wonder if I'll ever regret the decisions that I've made. Or have I already chosen the wrong path?
Oh, how right it is to say that contradictions will definitely kill you someday.

Indecisiveness obstructs the faith.

Youri is Drop. Dead. Gorgeous. Zomg he had just pwnt all the Sebastian cosplayers out there. *_*

How long...
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.
So long...
In humiliation
The final art is your dead face.


When reality crashes down on you, will you hang on, or will you take the easy way out?
I wish you eternal bliss, my dearest.

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They don't let you live, they don't let you breathe. They just dump at you all of their ideals and expect you to live with it.
I don't wanna grow up. Grown-ups are the most disgusting creatures ever.

I don't like things because they are different from the others. I like them because they are what I like and they just happen to be different from the others. Don't try to pretend that you know me. You don't, so stop trying to make assumptions. Screw off.



An understanding is impossible.

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Man, I really can't stand wannabes. Especially when it concerns bimbos. Seriously, just screw off and listen to your pop trash.

Through me you pass into the city of woe:
Through me you pass into eternal pain:
Through me among the people lost for aye.

Justice the founder of my fabric mov'd:
To rear me was the task of power divine,
Supremest wisdom, and primeval love.

Before me things create were none, save things
Eternal, and eternal I endure.
All hope abandon ye who enter here.

This is taken from the description of the new soom MD...well not exactly, since it doesn't belong to soom in the first place, but they deleted a stanza from the poem anyway. Soom MD sucks pl0xxxx. They're all so frigging pretty. Damned.

Oh, and the last line of the poem; I forgot which book I saw it from ==;

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I really hate it when you fall in love with a side character and can't find his pictures. Oh well. /continues looking for the cute buck-teeth guy with amazing voice. <3.

Detroit Metal City pwns big time. And that reminds me; I wonder if I should start learn-practise-trying how to growl or just stay with my own voice. And I've been contemplating on that decision for, like, forever. Man I suck.

Fuck GOs. Seriously. When the person helping you isn't keen in helping you, you just feel like screwing the person upside down, but you can't because the person is still actually doing you a favour. Pfft.

Coming home to that make me forget about everything I wanted to post about. Oh well.