The words are a mess, mingling amongst themselves in my head, twirling, entwining, turning into a complete fucking mess in my head.
I don't understand this at all.
I don't even understand what comes out of your mouth anymore.
It's like sounds that make no sense and merely leaves me confused, baffled beyond words.
Once again, I'm here, left behind by my own incompetence.
And once again, I'm here, lost in this sea of vices, trying desperately to mature, to become...different from this piece of junk I am now.
It was never good enough.
...I'm sorry.
I have failed you.